Ridiculous

I just finished talking to Coffee Bean a couple of minutes ago. It was awkward at times but we fell into a new stride i think we're both comfortable with. But she remarked upon why I sounded so happy recently. And I guess it has to be my reliance on Him. Honestly it's the only thing that's sustained me. Every time I thought I wouldn't be able to handle something, i stepped back and said a prayer. Now I need to make sure that I make a stronger daily association with Him. I think I can do it.