It happened as I held the door to a cool down as one of the cutest little boys screamed about how homesick he is and how badly he wants to leave the program. I didn't cry, but my optic nerve started to feel the pressure that accompanies tears. I just had to put my head down. I couldn't talk any more.
It makes sense that it happened on the last day of the month. There were only 5 days in November that I did not staff those children. And I think the Lord changed the shift pick up policy to just stop me from working. And I graciously accept it.
It's time. I'm burning myself up. And today I really started to realize how deep these law school applications are. Plus I need to get myself set up to move. And my spiritual life is in shambles. I have to slow down. I drowned myself in their problems and created another one for myself.
All is not lost though. Life will continue. I will succeed.
That is all
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